Seems I've been feeling quite terrible lately.
The past 2 days I've been violently ill. I was called into work last night, and had to work 4 hours on lay-by. Which I've never done before, and only got a quick lesson.
Then my manager gave me shit because she said i wasn't doing my job properly, and that i was being two slow. But then again, giving me two departments while trying to do a job I've never done before was quite harsh. I was going to ask her how to do something, but decided to wait for her to walk past, and do some other jobs in the meantime. I got told off for doing that too. She said i should take initiative and call her up. Then when i did take initiative and ask her questions she got snippy with me. Then at 9, which is when we should be closing and leaving, she called us over to the girls department, which was supposed to be on of my departments. But i couldn't do it because it meant i would have to leave my register. she gave us this big fucking lecture on how we're just not good enough, and started going on about how we're not as good as the full time workers. Which we can't help, because we only work a few hours a week. That and how they bring in more money than us! we can't control that! we're not the fucking customer! Yeah, so i had still been feeling sick at the time, and wanted to throw up, which didn't help. So when i was leaving i told her i couldn't come in the next day, and explained how i had been sick lately. So she got grumpy with me, even though i was trying my hardest that night. So i grabbed my stuff and got out of work half an hour overtime without pay. I was supposed to be going to my brother's house before i got called in, so he picked me up. I promised myself that i wouldn't break down, but he saw my manager yelling at us and gave me that look to ask if i was alright, which is one of those looks that sees right through me.
Then i just couldn't stop crying. He got so angry that he wanted to go talk to my manager, but I managed to drag him away. I got back to my brother's house and his girlfriend comforted me, which was nice. So then we all sat down and played the left 4 dead 2 demo.
It was awesome.
But yeah, I've got work tomorrow. I'm going to try my hardest, but i just don't think i can take another night like last night. If she yells at me again, i know that I'm just going to get angry. I've never felt so pathetic in my life, usually I'd just get angry, but...i guess nothings been working out. I've been sick, pretty soon I'll be failing school and my work life sucks. And i guess all the stress just got to me.
Anyway, that's all i had to say.
I did this meme to cheer myself up,it's a 'how old do you act?' meme.
We were discussing I'm the most mature in the doctors office yesterday.
Apparently i act like I'm 27, but that would only be around work and family.
But right now i just feel like a little kid...
I feel like laughing, oh and punching my manager in the face.
Time to think of a new job i think XD
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[X] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[X] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[X] You own a credit card. (cash card..i'll never need a credit card)
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[X] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[X] You can cook for yourself.
[X] You think politics are interesting. (only SOMETIMES)

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[X] You show up for school late a lot.
[X] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[X] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday. (lol almost)
[X] You like to take walks by yourself.
[X] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[X] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 12


[X] You know how to do the dishes.
[X] You can count to 10 in another language.
[X] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[X] You can mow the lawn.
[X] You study even when you don't have to.
[X] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[X] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name. (ew...Starbucks)
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[X] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[X] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[X] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 22

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment. (GOD NO)
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[X] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[X] You have been to the beach.
[X] You use the internet every day.
[X] You have been outside of the united states 3 or more times (lol i don't live there)
[X] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL: 27